Here I am, opening up my heart on the internet. This is not something I want to post but it has to be done. I’m going to do this, and I’m going to sound weak, but its my last shot.
I’m crying my eyes out right now because I know my best friend is about to leave me. I know she doesn’t want to be friends anymore and its killing me. I never thought I would have to make a blog post like this but I NEED her to read this. I know she will because she is a subscriber.
I love you more than anything and I don’t want you to ever leave. Please, if you actually read this, don’t walk away from me when I need you most. I can’t go through this alone and there’s no one left for me to talk to. If you want to go, even though I want you to stay, I have to let you. I don’t know what I’m going to do if you leave..but its your choice and I will let you make it.
Whatever happens, please always remember you are and always will be my best friend. I love you more than anything in the world no matter what, forever and always. You made the last four years a great time and I wouldn’t change it if I was given the chance.
I wish I could be the friend you need but I guess I can’t. Maybe one day you will come back, but until then remember I love you. Remember you mean the world to me. If you ever need me I promise I’m here.